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I'm not worth anything

Published: Sep 12, 2015

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feelings feels hurt sad worthless worthlessness

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I feel like I'm not a human anymore.

People look at me and see right through me.

I'm an ugly toy
Unimportant
just thrown away

Even the street kid don't want me

Everything I say's a lie
Even when I tell the truth.

Everything I feel is wrong
Because I have no right
to feel

I have no right to live a fun life
I have no right to make others do what they don't want, but which would be nice for me
But I have to, always, do what I don't want, just for them.

I want to say I'll get through
I want to say there's sun after the rain
I want to say it will get better

But I know it won't.

Because I can't force people
To care
To make me feel useful
To help me
To support me
To make me feel like I'm not alone
To stay with me
To smile at me and be there for me

I have to do everything alone

Because no-one wants me.

And everyday
I grow weaker
And my bad side grows stronger

Because I need to protect myself
From being mistreated
Over
and over
and over
and over
and over
and over again

I go insane
And I want to kill
I want to hurt
Because I was hurt
and it feels unfair

Everyone seems so happy
And I know they're concealing
But I can't
and because I can't conceal it
They hurt me even more.

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